Moving My Faith From Head to Heart

 I haven't entered a new post on this blog for over a month and a half, but this stream was the reason why I started this blog in the first place.  

I have gone through a transformation of my faith moving from head to heart. It helped that I shared my doubts with Matt.  It also helped to participate in silence and meditation at the retreat.  

I also have been praying regularly, twice a week.  And I have decided that I would try to trust God that Jesus is enough when I have desire for Susie but I choose to fast from pursuing my desires.  

I am noticing now that I am feeling more whole and healed.  And since I'm feeling better in those ways I'm leaning less on my need for God.  I want to resist this and continue to draw close to God.  

Prayer:  Again, God, show me that Jesus is enough.  In whatever my circumstances, Jesus is enough.  Thank you.  Glory to you God.  Amen.  

Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

Heaven, Hell, Demons, and Bringing the Kingdom to Earth

Susie shared the news with us this morning that Lauren told her that Carlos Griego now claims he is no longer a Christian.  It wasn't a huge surprise.  Carlos went through a whole lot through the Redemption experinece.  Susie said she thinks he processed the experience in a isolated way rather than having a community of believers around him to process it.  That makes sense.  I think that could have made a huge difference.   However, when you take a literal view of the Bible, then you try to think critically about whether or not it is true, you're definitely going to run into some challenging truths.   A few of these truths are heaven, hell, and demons.  At least this is what Elijah expressed this morning with some measure of frutration with these traditional beliefs held by the church.  One argument he used is that the Israelites did not have the concept of an afterlife.  Rather they held the notion that once you die that is th...
Read more

The Resurrection of Jesus Christ

 I have little doubt that the disciples of Jesus believed that he resurrected as the claimed.  Their devotion to their new sect of judaism was lived out with such furvor and passion that they must have really believed that Jesus was raised from the dead.  There were stories from people that claimed to be with Jesus and even stories of groups of people that claimed to be with Jesus.  However, I wonder where these stories started and how they changed over the many times they were retold and eventually ended up in the Bible.  The early Christ followers were so excited about the excitement created by their leader and the devotion of his followers that they would not allow this new faith to just fade away.  So, their faith and belief in the risen messiah is something that can hardly be questioned.  It was very real.   The question that I bring is whether or not the stories were based on reality or made up.   When I think back to the many...
Read more

Heroes of the Faith

Spanish Carmelite mystic John of the Cross [1542–1591]. they too were inflamed with “love’s urgent longings”; they too went out into the dazzling dark with “no other light or guide than the [flame] that burned in [their] hearts.” [6] The Spirit of the Lord descended, and they experienced an inflow of divine love that gushed up, uniting their hearts in prayer and song and shout that “made heaven ring.”  Olaudah Equiano (1745–1797). “O, ye nominal Christians! might not an African ask you, learned you this from your God, who says unto you, Do unto all men as you would men should do unto you?”
Read more